Challenging Nostalgia and Confronting Racism at Elite Schools

Nikhil Vootkur
7 min readAug 20, 2021

A student at a prestigious, New England boarding school reflects on his time there; the role nostalgia plays at elite, predominantly white schools; and the paths we can take to making our communities more inclusive and just.

St. Paul’s School in Concord, NH is an elite, preparatory, boarding school. (Photo by Nikhil Vootkur)

“St. Paul’s School has a storied past. More importantly, it has an unwritten future ahead of us that we are now tasked to determine.”

Now in my third and final year at St. Paul’s School, I find myself in a constant oscillation between loving and resenting this place and its role in my life. This is my reflection:

Each and every one of us applied to and enrolled into this school for a reason. While we’re here, it is to take away an unparalleled education, interact with beautiful grounds, and meet people from various pockets of the world. Once we leave, it is to leave this place with an abundance of social and cultural capital that comes with an elite education like ours. In addition to the connections, the diploma, and…

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Nikhil Vootkur

Studying Race, Colonialism, and Diaspora @ Tufts University. Writes about identity, politics, and culture